Friday 25 June 2010

Cut no ice...


I don't know you, should I?...If not, then why I just can't stop thinking of you?...Of what you might be doing...with whom you might be and where?...How come I put myself through this?
I mean I obviously am the only one who's asking questions...the only one who wants them to be answered and the only one who cares about this fake story I totally made up out of the blue...And you made it very clear that whatever it is that you're doing ...whomever you're with and wherever you are...I am the latest thing that comes through your mind or worse..;the only thing that doesn't!...Yet I am not shocked... As far as I remember , that's how strangers should feel for each other...right?..Wait..what? Why are you smiling?
What was I thinking?..I've just added another unanswered question to that long list... You know what? I am not upset...Or disappointed...Or even hurt...Tonight I got to thinking about all this...I don't give a damn..I have a crush on you...When?Where and why did it happen?...(pffff) Whatever! I'm okay with you being my imaginairy crush for a while...I'm actually runnig out of inspiration...And if the odds didn't give the chance to know you, well screw them, i still can do it by myself...I'll figure out something...And that's how you , my dear, could turn into a melody...A photo...Or just my next story...

Thursday 3 June 2010

Mister "X" Peri-Mental Truth...


(Dark,Crowd noises,A spotlight upon a sad face)
...I am all the voices inside your head...The ones you fear...The ones you've never trusted.Even though you know deep inside that I'm fucking right, you always find a way to get me left...I am shut down by your fears... But it's okay...It won't change and I'm getting used to it...getting used to you seeing your people dying...suffering in the darkness of injustice...drawning in tears and blood...While you are just afraid to swim...To try and reach them...
You...the mentally disabled people...You are the fake version of their courage...Their courage is an enriched version of me...You are the fake version of their dreams...Their dreams are a much better version than your reality...you are the wrong choices I'm sure they won't make...You are the wasted time and money they don't even have...


(Light,relaxing sounds, A shadow of a dead body on the floor)
...I am all the voices inside their heads...I've never been happier since I know I exist...Here, I am a child's hope and persistence...I am a woman's fight...I am a man's revenge..Here, my everyday fight is worthier to live than a second of rest inside one of you...Here, the sound of the bombs is worthier to bear than your everyday silence...so let the bombs drop and watch me live...Because here, they'll distroy everything but me...Because here I am the humility that kills those little voices inside your heads and the enemy's ones...

photo:Gharbi Aymen
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