"A small step for me ,a great for humanity" ...Half a Century later...

My body's allergic to space... My mind's allergic to time... My heart is allergic to Love, to friendship and all the bullshit we badly want to believe in just to forget that we are seven billion basterds ,sharing a tiny sphere suspended in the Infinity... I've never come to think about it... All those stars shining above our heads... All the galaxies thousands of light years away from us...All those blackholes which mystery is still unrevealed...But now that I did I just want to let go... Because no matter what I do everything will remain the same... No matter how hard i'll try, it won't have an impact on the universe.. No matter how many things I'll learn, It will be nothing compared to what I won't... I'm not giving up, I'm just being realistic...Or at least trying my best.. 'Cause what happens every day in this tiny sphere drives me crazy...
People dying of hunger while others are spending money on useless crap... People making war out of the blue... People killing each other for money or power ... People selling lies and others buying it...And the greatest ones: those scientists who are looking for another planet to spread this chaos in...
What I want is to shoot what you won't see...to paint what you can't imagine...to write what you don't understand...And to be where you've never been before... There...Behind the darkness of the universe..Light years away...


(Photo dont je ne connais pas l'auteur..mais que j'aime beaucoup)

Deaf-inition to Definitions

I've always been told that everything goes the way it should... and so I couldn't help but wonder what did that mean...Now I know..It means that:
•Regrets we have are just thoughts about how we could manage to make everything go the way we think it should've...
•Deception is realising that the way things should go doesnt automatically match with our hopes of making them go the way they sould've...
•Pain is a big deception amphasised by putting too much hope on the way things should've gone and realising it's already been too late for anything to change..
•Confidence is generally something we give to someone when we think that everything is going the way it should , to makes us realise that it ain't... This can actually lead to having regrets, to deception and to causing pain.
•Freedom is breaking the line
•Love is not caring, either about how things have gone or how they should've... But being beyond all the pain and regrets.. Being free to make confidence...being fearless of the deceptions...Love is being unable to think, even for a sec', of all the silly things i've just mentionned...
•Pain in the ass...in other words :myself...