Believer (Or not...)

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The funny thing about life is that one day (you think) you have everything (you thought) you wanted...
Meanwhile ,you don't know, (or just pretend you don't) ,that you can lose ( or have already lost) everything you really want... When you realise it, it's always too late and you can't find your way out( or a way back in).. And what stops you moving forward could be regrets ( or just good memories of the past haunting the very bad present...)...
It's bad that you miss things... It's bad you don't know what you really want yourself to be and what people should expect from you...It's bad you realise this a little too late everytime...
Maybe that's what makes you special...Maybe you're not made to be like them...Maybe you're here for a better reason which you basically don't know yet...
You don't think so, do you? You don't need to think too much...I know you don't 'cause this leaves you nothing to live on...No other alternative but being alone, desperate ... This leaves no courage to go and get that heart you belong to...To make a fuckin' decision for once in your life...
And I just can't think of a reason why you don't...